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my kitty cat…

Alright so my kitty had a UTI that I discovered on Monday, and which has now hopefully been helped since I took him to the vet and got antibiotics for him. Although the weird thing about it is that my vet says that it is most likely stress that caused it, but I hate not having a real answer as to why he became so sick. That and he’s still showing some signs of still having the UTI, but I’m going to wait and see if his antibiotics kick in soon.

Keep him in your thoughts.

angel dean

another day :/

So my kitty has a UTI… Not the one that had it like two years ago, now the brother of that cat has the same problem and I feel terrible. I just don’t understand why he got it in the first place, and I feel really bad because I haven’t seen the signs until now. They weren’t too obvious until two days ago, but I still should have been paying more attention to the poor thing… But my grandma is taking me to the vet with him so hopefully we can get him better before he gets too sick.

Other than that I have been working my ass off lately which I didn’t like at first, but now I’m starting to miss it cause it gives me something to do. Most of my friends finally got jobs this summer so nobody is really around for me to hang out with, and I also find myself more hesitant to be in social situations right now. I’m not too sure what the deal is with me, but I usually become a hermit in the summer and I don’t really get out of the house unless I force myself to. Which I promised wouldn’t happen this year, but…

In happier news, I have started playing Final Fantasy XIII again! I actually got the game the first day it came out in March, but due to my hectic schedule (and lending it to a friend) I haven’t actually gotten farther than chapter five until recently. I’m already on chapter nine now after starting to play the game like five days ago. For me that’s a lot of progress since I’m not the kind of person who can force myself to sit down and play for too long.

I’m also selling some of my old anime and manga on eBay if anyone is interested in looking… :D


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summer is here…

So my summer has started out quite excellently I have:


1) Gone tubing

2) Gone to a Six Flags

3) Graduated high school

4) Had my last dance recital at my current studio

5) Had a movie marathon with my friends

6) Gone to the Dream Theater/Iron Maiden concert

7) Worked way too much!


Other than the last thing on my list I am quite astounded by the amount of stuff that I have actually accomplished so far this summer, considering I’m the type of person to normally isolate myself from the world. I suppose since I consider this my last summer with my childhood friends I wanted to make this summer count more than the rest, so I won’t have any regrets when I move on with my life.


Anyways, my graduation was pretty dull as far as I’m concerned, but I did graduate Summa Cum Laude as the 11th ranked person in my class with an overall GPA of 106.6. Pretty damn good if I say so myself… :)


My last dance recital was a lot more bittersweet for me since I have been at the same dance studio for fifteen years, and it’s pretty much my home. I spent more time at my dance studio than I really did at home (for the time I was awake, of course since I sleep at home I’m there longer technically, but…) and all the friends, teachers, etc. were practically my other family. But I’m proud to say this dance recital was probably the best one for me, and I know I will remember it fondly.


Now my next move in life is going to Texas Woman’s University, and I’m quite excited. I know TCU had been my goal for the past few months, but I know that TWU will be a better place for me to start. I’ve already been accepted into their Honor Scholars Program so a plethora of opportunities are already emerging that TCU didn’t even offer to me.


Oh, and my wallet was returned to me with everything inside!



angel dean

sometimes miracles occur…

So my wallet has actually been found despite my supposed ‘friend’ telling me an outright lie that it wasn’t found. Tomorrow my dad is going to go pick it up and is even giving the guy who found it a twelve-pack of Shiner… That’s my dad… :]


Anyways, let’s just hope that everything is still in there… I know the guy is nice, but I’m still a little nervous that something might not be in the wallet. Let’s hope for the best!

angel dean


I know that I have constantly told you all that I would be more regular and update more often... but obviously that hasn't really happened. Latelyvi have just been attempting to keep up with the huge amount of homework as well as work and now that competition season is starting in orchestra and dance I have not had any time.

Thankfully orchestra competition season will end after next Thursday so I will be better off.

In happier news I turned 17 on February 17th (I know I'm kinda late) but I had an awesome birthday where my parents spoiled me rotten. They got me a beautiful acoustic guitar and an iPod touch. So I can't complain no matter how much I want that my parents don't listen to me.

For NHS I have also started volunteering at a physical therapy center to yet an idea of whether I really want to do physical therapy ad a career or not and so far all has been going well with that.

Other than that I have been surviving and hopefully more posts will be coming more often. :)

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overdramatic, much?

Well contrary to all of the whining I was doing before today has actually started out pretty well. I didn't actually have any homework assigned to me today and all of the my classes were spent just starting to review for our midterms next week. And so far the only school work I've actually had to do tonight is study some old quizzes for my big pre-cal test tomorrow and help my friend with some of her work.

Dance tonight was awesome... it really makes me remember why I love dance so much. I know I complain a lot about how it takes up a lot of time, but it is my one true outlet for stress and all my emotions. Without it I really don't know how I would vent. Even though I can get easily frustrated with myself during class (I'm a complete, and utter perfectionist) when I'm not beating myself up I'm truly happy. I've gotten a lot better about my self-confidence and realizing nobody's perfect.

I've just learned I'm one of those people who's their own worst enemy. I lack confidence and self-esteem as well as tolerance for my own mistakes, but I'm getting better. Just a process that takes some time to work on, but hopefully I will become an even more confident person by the end of this year. That's one thing I am resolved to do.

Anyways, I'm gonna head off to bed a little early so I'll be ready to wake up tomorrow.

Night everyone! :D
angel dean

Day 15 of NaNoWriMo

OMFG I went to the So You Think You Can Dance tour last night which is why I had no word count, but I enjoyed the hell out of myself! I'll have to give a more detailed post about it later, but for right now.

Today's word count: 1,723

Total word count: 24,849

Hopefully I'll be able to catch up on the day I missed soon. Since I have a whole week off I'm almost positive I will actually.
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Day 14 of NaNo

Unfortunately I can't do NaNo today because of all the homework, but I have the entire week off from school so I'll play catch-up this weekend.

Today's word count: 0

Total: 23,126
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Who is your inner CLAMP character?
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You scored as Chii

According to results, you are most like Chii from Chobits. Innocent, adorable and fresh, you love learning new things and exploring the world, even though it might get you in to trouble from time to time. You are happy in your own little world, and you feel best when you are able to show those around you how much you care. Just remember to "recharge" yourself from time to time and you'll be just fine.